May 2011
1 post
November 2010
1 post
All I want to do is go home.
This place is making me pull my hair out.
May 2010
2 posts
More. →
High school is stupid.
When can I leave?
January 2010
1 post
I'll feel it someday.
I sit in my room and think about how things used to be. I used to be so happy. I didn’t have one care in the world. Nothing could ever break me down. That was two years ago. When everything was perfect. I felt like I was needed and I would never be forgotton. Until my world came crashing down. That winter break was the worst time in my life. I no longer felt wanted. I blacked out.. I was...
December 2009
1 post
The Novel.
The Novel.
It starts on page one. As it introduces each character obtaining their own image and personality. This will either catch the reader or cause them to put the novel down. But once you are on page one-hundred you are most definitely hooked. No one can make you put the book down, because you have to know how to the novel will end. No two novel are alike. They may start the same, but the...
August 2009
1 post
Lonely Soldier
I don’t know what to say.
I feel miserable all the time.
No one knows what’s really going on through my mind.
I don’t know how to get back to where I was.
I struggle to fight, but nothing seems to work.
I am stuck.
I cannot turn back time.
I am alone.
June 2009
0 posts
Permanent.
I’m trying to figure out who i am. I wish i knew. I wish that one day it would just hit me. I would know who i am, what i want in life, an what i want to become. I always thought that one day i would just know.. it would hit me like a brick out of the sky. It would be so obvious of who i am, and i wouldn’t let anyone change that. But what i am starting to realize is i don’t know...
March 2009
1 post
Suphocated.
I do the same thing every day. Wake up at 530. Get dressed. Straighten my hair. Put on my make up. Eat breakfast. Go to school. Waterpolo practice. Homework. Sleep. Then i start it all over again. This has been my life for the past couple of weeks now. I don’t even realize that i’m switching between activities because i am so used to it. I’m running completely on autopilot. Not...
February 2009
13 posts
Unanswered.
Questions will constantly come up when you’re in a relationship. And i would like to tell you that they will be answered, but they won’t. You have to have faith that things will work out. Whenever i talk to people who don’t think that their relationship will work out.. it usually doesn’t. By saying that things won’t work out, it’s setting them up for failure...
finally a princess.
I look at them, and they make me happy. The fact that they work so well, brings a real smile to my face. It’s amazing how two people that you would never picture together work so well. People told her that he wasn’t good enough, and that he’s a weird kid. Yes, he is weird, but in the best kind of way. They sit together, and just look right. I don’t really know how else to...
“A true friend is someone who knows there’s something wrong even when you...”
Smile of Sorrow.
People seem to be finding themselves. Like this is the year where everything clicks. Their friends start to fall into place, and the realize what they want. They won’t do anything because someone else told them to. They are going to live their lives for them. For me, I still feel lost. More then ever. In the past mouth or so, my whole life has turned upside. I broke up with my boyfriend of a...
Maturity
Fights are a part of life. You love people and you hate people. One is bound to fight with someone at some point in their life. But what i can’t understand is why people hold onto that feeling. We are growing up, and we need to learn that forgiving is also a part of life.
Boys are the worst to fight with. When a girl gets into a conflict with another girl.. we have our verbal ways of...
That Friend.
I used to be that girl that was always awkward. All of my friends made fun of me, and i only fit in because we had been friends since the beginning of middle school. Once high school started everything changed. I met new people, most of whom were in band. They were different. They didn’t care if i was crazy or abnormally weird. They loved me for me, and that was more than enough for them....
“People change and forget to tell each other.”
– Lillian Hellman
Standing Tall.
Yesterday i talked to my ex-boyfriend for almost two hours. It scared the shit out of me, but it was eye opening at the same time. I learned so much about him in those two hours. I realized things that i didn’t even know were going on through his head. He is so insightful, and im truely going to miss him. He always wants what’s best for everyone, and he’s afraid of hurting...
really?
Today someone told me that they would rather hang themself then sit next to me for an hour..
am i really that bad?
Will you ever notice me?
High School
Every day people come to me with problems. Sometimes I’m not sure how to deal with them. People seem to come to me for advice.. when i’m so emtionally unstable myself. I never understood why they always come to me. Maybe it’s because i like to listening, and i try to help anyway i can. But, i hate drama. I’m sick of relationship issues, and girls being upset just because...
“Charlie, we accept the love we think we deserve.”
Perks...”
